Lost And Stucked

You are just what i needed

Date: Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Time: 4:58 AM

Time flies vvvvery fast. In like 3 months time, 2009 will be over and it's the new year. Will you guys be the same next year? Will my life change by then? Will you repeat everything you guys done in the next year? Will you guys keep getting on my nerves? Will you guys change? *breathe herlina* yes these questions are running all over my mind. Yeaaah people i'm weaker now i'm not strong like the pasts. Its getting steeper and steeper and steeper each fucking day. When will my life change? When will i get a better living? Will i get a chance to make evrything right? Will life give me a chance to be strong once again? When is all this ending? *breathe herlina breathe* yes lina you're going through alot. Yes lina i should have better friends. And yes lina you deserves a better life than this. Is this the kind of friends i call The Best Of Friends. I was wrong aint i?

Wowww, so much of; baby, not gonna leave ya hangin' nuh-uh. My friends and now you. Where were you when i need you? Where were you when i'm hurting? Where were you when i was left alone? Where were you all this while? Are you gone? *i'm breathing* i dint know they mean so much to you. Yeaaaah, i understand i'm such a troblemaker,irritating,cry-baby freak asshole girl which keeps on begging for your loveee. But you know what? I'm not gonna do that anymore. Yeaaah trust me its your decision now. Wanna leave me? Go ahed. Nobody's stopping you. I've tried to stand with your attitude but guess what, i cant anymore. Really i'm sorry. I wont let you see me cry anymore. I'm not gonna waste my time texting you when you're not even there. I'm not gonna stop you in anything you wanna do cause' its your life. And& its all up to you now. I'm not even angry for what you've done. I'm only sad that i have to let go. I would rather know the truth even if it will hurt me cause' it will hurt me even more if you have to lie. Aint going back. Reached my final verdict.