Lost And Stucked

You are just what i needed

Date: Saturday, October 2, 2010
Time: 10:34 PM

It has been a very long time since i updated my blog. And this is gonna be tha last time i'm blogging till my EOY is over. I updated cox i got nothing to do and to let my blog look not dead i shall blog telling you i'll be busy studying for my EOY for the rest of 2 weeks STRAIGHT. Yeap, studystudystudy. drawingdrawingdrawing. pffffffffffft -.- Gonna start studying already cox i've been concentrating on my Art too much. And yeah, its gonna be a long year for me for the next 3 years coming. All i could now is, 'haiz' haha. Wtf sia herlina. Alright, thats all i guess. One thing, PEOPLE GO STUDY!!!!! Okay bye sweets. Oh wait, i love my blog song ^^ Okay BYE.

Sometimes it hurts knowing the truth and it kills seeing the truth. You made your decision, a decision that puts a big wide smile on my adorable face. You mend up your ways and you came back to my life. But will it hurt you if i'll be gone. Will you regret having your ways turn and end up receiving nothing. Will you be mad,angry,frustrated or..will you be happy for me. I dont blame you because of my absence later cause you're all i ever wanted and this is the moment i've been waiting for but you did it in the wrong time. Time flies baby and i hafta go. I'll be back when i think i'm ready. But trust me, i'll always be there for you. No matter how hard the waves hit and separate us..and no matter how confusing the directions are to get to you. I'll be there and you'll be waiting for me. I'll survive through every step i'm gonna take that leads to you. Even if i have to overcome my fears of getting through a whole lot of super scary most disgusting mascots. And i'll be back with scars and broken bones yet with full of love to give to you. I'm doing this becox of the guilt thats still stuck in my heart in my mind in my body. I just couldnt get over it. It hurts me and kills me thinking about what i've did. I dont know whats happening to me. I can see i'm changing, and i'm trying my very best not to adapt to it. Give me time and i'll be the girl you actually wanted me to be. All i need you to do is believe in me and give me the strength and confidence..

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