Lost And Stucked

You are just what i needed

Date: Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Time: 4:02 AM

I didnt know what to do. I feel like avoiding you but i feel its just so childish to be doing that cause' after all you're still my friend. I'm not mad at ya. Not even a lil bit. But i'm just dissapointed that you still dont understand me. My feelings and my love towards the boy whom i really love. But its okay, you make me hate him. You make me feel as if he's just useless for me. And you make me want to forget about him. Thanks though cause' if you dint tell me the truth and if you dint tell me you're contacting with him that much, i wouldnt have the strength to forget about him to hate him. Well, i really hate him now and i really think he's a jerk. But no worries, you're not at fault i'm just thanking you to make me feel strong again to make me fight my fears of losing him. Thanks fatanah(:

I'M STILL CRYING THOUGH. CAUSE' YOU KNOW EVEN WORDS COULDNT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I MISS HIM. PLEASE TELL HIM I STILL LOVE HIM.

Labels: rain, suns, tears

☮I'm not gonna turn back.

Date: Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Time: 5:41 AM

THANKS FOR TELLING ME THE TRUTH. YEAH, NOW I REALISED WHO AM I TO HIM. AT LEAST I CRIED FOR A GOOD REASON. THANKS FRIEND.

I'VE GIVEN UP ON EVERYTHING. DONT BOTHER ANYMORE.

Labels: laugh, love., tears

☮Changes in you.

Date: Sunday, February 28, 2010
Time: 4:37 AM

What were you thinking? Taking revenge on me? Seriously dude, what's gotten into you. Dont you pity your momma? I talk to her and she feels vvvvery concern about you. What happened to you? Where's the old you? If you're angry with me, if you're taking revenge on me, if you hate me or whatsoever that you felt negative towards me then talk to me. Tell staright to my face. You dont have to put all that to my family to your own family.

Seriously i wanna help you. I'm here for you if you have any problems. Not only me, your friends are here too so is your family. Especially your momma. Dang she's nice! She really cares about you. She really want you to be your old self. And so do i. I do all this because i care. Cause' i still..i still love you. Dont you notice it yourself? I believe you can change. Think about it carefully. Will you want this attitude to be in you for the rest of your life? I bet no..

Labels: anger., laugh, tears